finally after dono how many donkey weeks i am going to start blogging..


just celebrated my birthday yesterday.. sad, coz quite a number of people forget my birthday.. but never mind. as someone who is sooooo optimistic.. i think that it is going to be good for me =)


celebrated with some of my classmates together with evon's one. one word to describe SURPRISE!!! haha.. coz i thought they are only going to celebrate evon's birthday.. in the end celebrated mine tgt..


then on my birthday, using the DSLR as an excuse. i called my cousin to come out and have a dinner together.. in the end we did!!! sosososos happy. coz i never had a dinner with the cousin who is very busy.. together with my boss jerome and his girlfriend and his friend. haha. celebrated at fish and co. of ion. never went there before. my first time eating at fish and co. damn happy. but i looked out on something. fish and co. do the birthday rap!! omg.. totally forgot. but i said i will give it a go so i did not do it but i got the card. =)



had lots of present and i sort of like **a** one best. haha.. as usual since last year...




have lots of fun...



but i think after my birthday... noting good seems to be happening...



i got knock onto something a few times...

my things broke alot of times....

and...


something that cannot be said happened...


tennis is going to get out of my life soon...

maybe after this pol-ite, coz i am too tired..

not physically but mentally...



please look at things from all sorts of direction and how it applies on different people..


why i so emo? coz i am too tired entertaining everyone, to entertain people the first thing that you need to do it to entertain yourself. which is very tiring..


why do i feel like leaving? coz i think that the coziness is not there, it is not as lively as before.. maybe it is because i am 18??


i am questioning how long is this post going to be seen and how long will it takes to let everyone know..

if i will still be in the team fighting with everyone


and will i survive after this post.....